That tonight's gonna be a good night.. That tonight's gonna be a good good night!

For once, I dunno why I feel like clubbing and dancing. I was hyper high. I danced around uncle low's room and when I was going off, I just moved and danced abit at the door. I think I saw Uncle Low's mummy look at me one kind like as though Im on pills. Wuahahah! So fun~!

Anyway, we went Asia Pac Food Fair today at Expo. Lotsa nice and weird food! Too many people and squeezing all the way! My boobs shrunk )=

Off to bed. Morning shift tomorrow and Im feeling hyper active still =p Ciaos

Oh yah, Collection 2 - Shades of Basic is up hor! Please support support! (=

Its that time of the month whereby my pimples appear to shine again. -_-"

Business has improved after seeing Dr Karina finally. Love the stools softener she gave but bad taste! *Bleah* Hopefully I wun get immune to this, if not cannot take anymore! Gonna see her tomorrow for more dosage. I finished my bottle. =p

Its friday the 13th today! Raining all day long, so bored at home. Planned to go tampines with Uncle Low, but the rain just wouldnt go away )= Take away my one & only partor day this week. *Pui* I wonder whats my schedule like the next week. TP's coming, Xmas's coming. Next month gonna be a killer month. I feel like Im throwing my money away for the TP lo. Seriously cannot pass one. 180bucks leh! So XimTia!

I wanna buy a new HP. Hahaha, yes again. Which one?

Just some of the nicer pics (=

Im so looking forward to the 2nd collection. Hope they'll turn out nice.

Finally my off day tomorrow. Weepee! And I thought I was going to die today! My stomach was churning early in the morning today at 0730H! So damn painful. After suffering in the toilet for like abt 15mins, back to bed and woke up at 12 again for a 2nd round of fierce battle! Nabeh, like contractions pain. I really thought I was going to die. =//

Okay anyway, I cant find anything to blog abt anymore. Ciaos.

I wish for a honeymoon too. Im tired and I need a break :(

Just went to see Michael with Dada and I feel beautiful under his hands again. Da had a ultimate makeover again. Takes some time to get used to.. (=

Oh yeah, lack of updates again. Was thinking of changing my blog address. Perhaps to wordpress this time. Will keep you updated. Sighs, Im so damn addicted to online shopping I cant stop. Uncle Low's gonna kill me if he knows Im shopping almost every night. Well, just viewing and deciding. NV BUY OKAY.

Anyway, picture of the week. [pls ignore the lil part resting on the handle of the chair =p]

Taken by a guest who said our smiles brighten up his days. If only all guests were like you. =//

Ok, not many people read but just let me post up la huh.

Its their first time, and mine too. :))
The Lush Couture is up for the 1st collection! Pics not very nice though but Im still trying very hard alright? Not a pro.//

歌词的一句是这样写着:

夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了

听着这首歌的时候, 寂寞的感触都被挑侸了. 但我就是偏爱这种触动人心的歌曲.感觉蔡旻佑好像成长了不少.也是时候到我长大了吧.

I should have just keep my mouth shut from the beginning.

Sighs. Problems are emerging again. And Im VERY bothered by them.

How I wish I was young again. FUCK!

Seriously, I had happy days in my life too.

my 1st time as a model. tired but enriching.

our 2008 white-themed xmas exchange feast

my 21st bday (=

still young and wanna dress up alike days.


our 1st cruise trip

the day when we went expo sale and bought alot of things!!

1st picnic day!

this gotta be one of my happiest days (=

another expo trip which im very satisfied with.

some army dinner and dance thing. happy happy

drinking sessions in GPP. damn missed.

xmas 2007

attachment report pictures.

i so miss the laid back environment over there.

my party with my friends of 10yrs (=

the long awaited meet up

New asia Bar.

i miss smoking in the cold cold strong strong wind!

the lovely pool at Parkroyal Beach Rd

Squeezing in a mini van in BKK.

Lazy Sunday afternoon and Im feeling sleepy and tired (as usual).

I realised I miss you. And I felt guilty that I had neglected you for the past few months. I dunno whats got over me, I was unhappy with you abt something (which I totally forgot) and we sorta drifted apart. You were far away and it makes things difficult for us to communicate as well.

I smsed you that night, apologised and suddenly hope to see you real soon. Seriously wish ure doing well. (=

Miss you, TSY37!!

Yah, tell me about it.

How do I get the confidence back and the motivation in life?

You can tell me a list and still go on, but I'll still remain the same.

I always say 'its in my blood..', but frankly speaking, I think I din bother to give it a change at all.

Action always speaks louder than words. Its easy to say, but wheres the courage and everything to do?

Im someone who forgives, but not forget. I can forgive easily, but the incident will forever be in my mind. Maybe Im petty, but thats just me.

I finally know the placing I have in your heart. Thanks.

Well, afterall blood is always thicker than water...

Anyway, since Ive promised to live hard and be motivated (which Ive no idea how Im gonna start), I guess I'll just have to follow thru. OH GOD!

我也好想出国旅行哦。每天这样忙碌的工作也不知为了什么。每个月发的工资也不知跑到哪，这里还一点，那里还一点，到头来剩的都不够我过活。

心里想，存的那笔，想要出国玩个痛快也不够，想要拿来结婚也不够。

这几天的我，很懒散。根本没有冲刺，也没有力量往上爬。整天只想赖在床上，什么都不想做。刚放了大假回来做工，整个感觉怪怪的，好像和社会脱解了。好讨厌这样的感觉哦。

其实我心里有好多纳闷，好多问题。可是就不知道该怎么办才好。我好想去死哦。